Thursday, March 26, 2009

JOY


Tonight the preaching was on having a heart full of joy. I needed that! I am glad I am keeping this blog, like I said in a previous entry, I might need to look back and remember how good God is. I didn't think I'd go through a valley so quickly after writing that! But, with my precious, 12 month old nephew in the hospital, undergoing a battery of tests with negative outcomes, I must admit, I have been worried to the point where I cry if I think about it too much. Finding out that Erik will probably never lead a "normal" life has been hard. As his Aunty, I only want the best for him. I love him so much. I adore having 3 nephews, they are all so special in their own way. Erik is such a huge miracle though! I know I can trust God through all of this and I know Erik has a purpose in life. God makes no mistakes and although it is hard to accept all of this, I know God is in control and He will see us through and He will take care of Erik. Erik needs meds for his seizures, he needs a feeding tube and tomorrow they are testing his hearing and vision. Hopefully soon, he will get to come home. My little sweetie:0) I just love that baby! I am still remembering to be thankful though. I am thankful for salvation. I am thankful that Erik is alive. I am thankful for a great church and friends that care. I am thankful!!!

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